did i miss him ?

assalamualaikum !!~

ok fine ! * tetibe *

xder ah mmg dyedee suke buat question as my title sbb dyedee pom curious !!~

am i missing him ??



ok so whom im talking about ??!!~~

hahahaha * awkward *

* krik-krik *

mesti korunk ckp ' alah sape lg dye rindu hubbies tercinte lah kan ?? '





yg tue mmg selalu dirindui tp skunkz dyedee rse dyedee rindu lg someone tue !!~ knpe ssah sgt dye nk keluar dari kepala dyedee nie ??!!~ buat semak jee !!~

ai tue bapak terkejut bile dyedee taw dye ader wechat skali bile dyedee bukak acc dye bapak cuak !!~ hati berkecai !!~ hahaaha

dye punye profile picture pic pompuan !!~ lawa plak tue !!~ mesti ah pic awek dye !!~ dh tue username dye pom name awek dye !!~ arghhhhhhhhhhhh

now im totally broken into pieces !!~

now pelek !!~ ak suke dye k ?? ak berhak k nk broken into pieces ??!!~ ak nie sape ??!!~ hahahaa



bende tue dyedee duk pikir bile dyedee tgok wechat acc dye !!~ lepas dyedee tgok username dye, profile pic dye terus dyedee delete nom dye !!~ now im regretting my stupid action like damnly much !!~ hahaha

pastue smlm dyedee tgah lepak2 tengok gag concert kt tv n ader satu part tue mcm nie :

girl : what ur ambition ??
boy : a doctor.
girl : why ??
boy : coz u wanna be a nurse.

yg part nie terus dyedee teringat kat dye !!~ dye slalu ckp mcm tue kt dyedee !!~ ish tension ah kepala dyedee nie !!~ pdhal dh 3 tahun doe dyedee x jmpe dye !!~ n until now im still looking for him ??!!~ y ??!!~ mmg dyedee nk lupekan dye but still i cnt erase him away ??!!~ im already delete every single little things relate to him in my phone but still my mind cnt do the same things !!~

sbnrnye ader cerita d sebalik knpe dyedee slalu ingt kt dye !!~ sbb smua around me make me think about him !!~ sblom nie dyedee ader mintak tlg dye something n he did help me but of coz he asked for a reward..so i expect jus give him something n thats it !

but he asked me to be his date !!~ ok fine its kinda weird..but he just wanna me be his date for a day !!~ jus wanna me know him better n ask me to think about his offer again !!~ not dis looks like in a movie ?? yes !!~ he always do something like in a movie !!~ thats y i think he such an attractive guy !!~ actually he asked me to be his gf for about 2 or 3 times already but i give him the same answer like ' y dont we just be friends for now '   mybe this kind of answer like im not giving him my final decision whether i wanna be with him or not !!~



dont u know how hard me in the situation when me need to think about people that i love !!~ but actually i love both sides !!~ SUPER JUNIOR n HIM !!~ I LOVE BOTH OF SIDES !!~ cn't he see this ??!!~ yaaa pabo !!~ i love u !!~



but the reason i give him that kind of answer becoz i feel like im betraying super junior if im with him...but in deep of my heart im really glad when he asked me that question...i cnt handle both sides at the same time !!~ n me really scared if me with him n for sure i will be less obsess with super junior n what if he left me later, how am i cn be at that time ??!!~ am i still cn be like before loving sj like before i met him ??!!~ am i will make super junior as my backup when i have no one by my side n i will left super junior behind when i have him by my side ??!!~ i cnt do that !!~ i feel so bad !!~ im so hurt when oppa hurt !!~ i really cnt two timing like dis !!~

n i make my mind that i leave him for SUPER JUNIOR !!~ so oppa be glad !!~ im not gonna leave u even when u leave me !!~ hehe

dyedee siap janji kot !!~ JANJI ok nk date dgn dye for a day dlm mse tahun nie !!~ but i fail !!~ dyedee x dpt cari mase untuk date dgn dye since we're far apart !!~ me in melaka while him in shah alam !!~ so far away !!~

tp time dye ckp nk me as his date cyez dyedee excited gileeeeeeee !!~ ahahahahah

tp rsenye dye pom dh x kesah kt dyedee kot !!~ kot2 dh x kenal dh dyedee sape !!~ huhu

sbnrnye dyedee mmg nk dye tggu dyedee !!~ tp yewla sape sggop tggu lame kn !!??~~ n nie dh 3 tahun kot !!~ 3 tahun dye tggu dyedee n dyedee rse mmg dye deserve a better life kot !!~ live with someone he love !!~


* obviously im not for him *

sbnrnye ai tue dyedee sjee jee tnye dye dh jmpe k ' someone special '  dkat tmpat blajar dye n dye ckp ' yes i did '  mse tue dyedee rse cm ' knpe lh ak bodoh sgt pegi tnye soklan mcm tue ?? '  tp nie lah org ckp ' telajak perahu boleh diundur tp telajak kate x bley nk buat ape2 dh !!~ '  tp mse nie dye ckp dye x sempat nk ejas lg..dye malu lg nk ejas.

so i bet the girl in his profile pic is the one he story me kot !!~

skunkz nie dyedee x taw knpe dyedee msih mnunggukn dye !!~ dyedee x taw knpe !!??~~ dyedee x nk idop mcm nie !!~

sbb tue skunkz dyedee sibuk penohkn otak dyedee dgn super junior !!~

but still keep in ur mind im not loving sj bcoz i wanna forget about him !!~ im so in love with super junior just becoz of themselves but i jus wanna focus on super junior alone !!~

dyedee rse dyedee mmg suke dye lah !!~ dulu dyedee curious dgn perasaan dyedee sendiri !!~ but the moment i realised im in love with him is just too late for me to get with him !!~ hahahaa

what so pity of me !!~

my date is coming !

Assalamualaikum !

Dyedee dtg lg ! Yeay ! So know i will reveal u guys every moments i spends my time with my precious babies during ss5 MY ! * skunkz dyedee suke ah gune prkataan baby for my oppa *

Baby ! I lov u ! * eh ter-confess plop *

Im so thankful to ALLAH coz give me chance to join others forming SAPPHIRE BLUE SEA in stadium putra bukit jalil ! Hehe

Tp cyezly lawa gileeeee kot sapphire blue sea ai tue !

i never expect to be dis huge sea !!~ hahaha

so lepas dyedee berpeluh-peluh beratur n now im in the stadium struggling to get a place that close to the stage !!~ i repeat IM STRUGGLING ok !~ its not an easy task to get port that close to oppa !!~  yew ah dh alang2 bayar mahal2 x kn x nk duduk dekat kn !!~ hehe  * gatai *


so dyedee masok dalam pukul 4 ptg cmtue n the cncert start around 5 pm !!~ n seriously i glance to my watch every 5 minutes coz cnt wait any longer !!~ hahaha


dh ah kene berdiri ok !!~ boley byg x bersesak n kene tolak n kene jelingan maut !!~ semua ah !!~ hahaha


so bileeee dh hampir pukul 5 ptg tue smua org duk menjerit dh yew ah time tue dyeorg psg vid iklan kyochon yg ader oppa !!~ mne2 nmpak muke oppa jee jerit !!~ pdahal iklan jee pom !!~ biase ah !!~ time tue otak dh x bley pakai sgt dh !!~ smua penuh dgn oppa jee !!~ hahahaaha

so bile concert mule2 start dgn vcr yg first tue mmg daebak !!~ seriously !!~ x nmpak mcm vid pom !!~ nmpak mcm real jee ader castle ats stage pdhal mmg x ah !!~

* just a perfect show *

pastue keluar oppa !!~ aper lg !!~ time tue menjerit sakan !!~ dyedee nie mmg melampau sikit !!~ org len jerit jee tp dyedee sakan sgt kn smpai melompat2 !!~ nmpak x permainn kt situ ??!!!~ hahaha


dh ah smua org tggi kt situ !!~ kene lah dyedee tip toe nk tgok oppa kt main stage !!~ mase tue oppa dh start performing mmg melompat jee keje dyedee !!~ yew ah kalo x mne nmpak !!~ haahaha...smpaikn org yg brdiri blakang dyedee undur k blakang sikit sbb kasi ruang untk dyedee jerit n lompat !!~ elf mmg memahami !!~ hahahah

* i miss the nite once i step out of the stadium *

seriously daebak gileeeee oppa punye performances dgn oppa yg mmg dh hndsome thap melampau !!~ hahhaa..tp dyedee x bley lupe time donghae menari sexy, free n single n dye pusing kt fans pastue dye gelak !!~ sbb time tue mmg bley rse elf smua excited abis !!~ mcm gileeeeee pom ader !!~ bley dye gelak tgok elf gileeee !!~ mmg ah hae nie !!~ dyedee tgok dye gelak pom ttbe rse bertenaga !!!~ pdhal time tue bkn men kene tolak !!~ haahaha

donghae punye intro the best ah !!~

hae : my name is what ??  * cute face *
elfs : lee donghae !!~  * screaming *
hae : my name is what ??  * cute face *
elfs : lee donghae !!~ * faint *
hae : thats right !!~ when i saw u when i sing n u guys are so pretty, cute, sexy, awesome
elfs : * crazy *
hae : u guys miss me ??!!~
elfs : yessssssssssssss
hae : me too  * cute *  i have something to tell u !!~ MALAYSIA !!~ muah * kiss mic * lets us enjoy tonite !
elfs : * crazier *
dyedee : *coma*


dyedee mmg siyes gileeeeee bile dpt kiss cmtue dri hae !!~ arghhhhh oppa nie mmg ah !!~ nk suh elf mati mude jee gayenye !!~ hahaha..tp cyezly hae punye eng was freaking perfect !!~ he some kind not my baby who use engrish instead of english before this !!~ hahaha


elf menjerit kuat gileeeee !!~ even shindong pom ckp ' this is the best crowd ever ' !!~ mmg daebak gileeeeee !!~  elf mcm passionate nk tgok oppa !!~ yew ah taun lepas mne ader bende alah nie kn !!~ tp dyedee pom bley rse elf pnye power mlm tue mmg all out ah !!~ hahaha

* hae !!~ u really know how to make elf crazy *

yg x ley blah time nari sexy, free n single hae nie sjeee jee nk kasi elf menjerit kuat lg dye pom pegi pelok kyu !!~ dyedee aper lg menjerit x hingat dunie ah !!~ hahaha..tp care dye pelok tue kiut !!~ mcm gf pelok bf !!~ eh x bley2 haram !!~ mcm wife pelok hubby dye !!~ comei gileeee !!~ dh ah kyu tue tggi sah2 ah hae nmpak mcm wife !!~ kyu pom ilex jee !!~ nmpak sgt hae dh mmg biase buat bende2 cmnie kt dorm !!~ hahahaah

* nie time members ckp !!~ mmg manje ah hae nie !!~ mujur kiut !!~ *

pastue time cross dressing mmg daebak !!~ sbb mule2 dyedee dgar dyeorg x buat cross dressing kt msia so dyedee mcm xder ah mghrap sgt tgok wookie yg comei tue !!~ skali time tue ttbe gelap !!~ n seriously dyedee expect dteorg akn pop-up nowhere untuk perform don don maybe !!~ skali tgah2 curious nie keluar choi dambi sebelah kiri dyedee !!~ menjerit ah dyedee !!~ serious lawa gileeeeee !!~ dh ah kaki siwon kn kurus jugak mmg ssuai jee !!~ dyedee yg bkn hardcore siwon pom smpai x bley nk take my eyes off him !!~

* uri choi dambi !!~ *

pastue kangin keluar !!~ lagi ah menjerit !!~ yg lawaknye dye tue slalu tarik baju dye sbb mcm kecik sgt bju tue !!~ dyedee gelak x abis !!~ pastue ttbe btoi2 dpn mate dyedee keluar sungmin !!~ gileeeeeeeeeeee

* dyedee x sgke minnie lawaaaa gileeeeee *

* siwon !!~ where's ur manly side ??!!~ hahahaaha *

dh ah minnie nie kn highlight mmg daebak ah !!~ bileeee keluar jee lg ice-cream tue smua org jerit mmg keluar ank tekak !!~ hahaha..pastue dyeorg perform alone by sistar tue mmg gedik gileeeee !!~ x bley nk behenti gelak !!~ tp smua lawaaaaaaaaaaaaaa


tp wookie mmg the best ah !!~ comei gileeeee !!~ ttbe plak rse tergugat !!~ kekeke

* nmpak x lawa oppa dyedee rupenye *

* i melt u like ice-cream !!~ *

n ader lg satu surprise !!~

sblom nie kwn dyedee ckp sj x perform rockstar !!~ walaupom dyedee nanges2 nk rockstar !!~ hahahaha  * jgn nk pikir bukan2 ek *


pastue bileeee dh kluar intro rockstar tue dyedee mcm ' eh mcm kenal lgu nie ?? ' n bile part ' i i i im a rockstar ' aper lg melompat dyedee !!~ dh x kire dh pkai wedges k x mmg melompat abis ah !!~ dh ah dyeorg handsome !!~ xper ah xder topless pom but still gempak gileeeee !!~ dh tue ttbe plak hyuk dtg kt area dyedee lg lh melting !!~ hahaha...yg x ley blah time tue dh nk abis lgu rockstar n hyuk pom ckp ' one more time ' pastue elf pom jerit ah tp members len smua dh pegi main stage duduk kat sane sambil tgok hyuk sgsorang kt tgah2 stage menari rockstar smbil gelak2 !!~ hahahaha

lepas hyuk abis his second round of rockstar keluar plak shindong solo for rockstar !!~ mmg gempak gileeeeeeeeeeee !!~ shindong hndsome sbnrnye !!~ seriously n xder ah gemok sgt pom !!~ normal ah !!~
tp sexy gileeeee rockstar ver. shindong !!~ n lastly chullie's turn !!~ mmg daebak ah chullie pnye rockstar ver. dgn rambut merah !!~ so hot !!~

* shindong ver. !!!~  awesome !!~*

* chullie ver. !!~ daebak !!~ *

pastue mse part ment 2 kot hae ckp ah sbnrnye hae spatotnye akn turun stage untuk hndshake dgn fans tp dkat msia x bley buat cmtue so dye mcm frust jgak ah !!~ dye rse mcm x adil ah kt len dye buat cmtue tp dkat msia dye x buat !!~ mse dyedee dgar bende nie pom dyedee mcm ' arghhhhhhh not fair ! '  hahahaha

* baby please dont make me crazy *

dyeorg ader jugak perform harlem shake n its just freaking hot !!~ hahahaha...dh ah hae buang jaket time tue !!~ n dan2 jee hyuk smbut jaket tue !!~ hahaha..yg x ley blah hyuk smpat jugak nk tnjuk abs dye !!~ nk ckpnye bdn dye well-build !!~ arrasso oppa !!~ hahahaha..mule2 dyedee x pasan sbb bende yg berlaku dlm tue terlalu cepat tp bileee dyedee tgok pic n fancam bru ah prasaaan !!~ gedik ah hyuk !!~ hahahaha

n smpai bileee2 dyedee x kn lupe yg chullie dtg lepak kt port dyedee !!~ time tue lgu sunny2 n hae dtg port dyedee tp dye interact dgn org depan !!~ so dyedee x dpt ah eye contact dgn dye tp dye hndsome gileeeeeeeeeee !!~ melting on the spot !!~ pastue dyedee mcm frust ah hae x tgok kt dyedee !!~ skali mse chullie dtg tue dyedee x expect dye akn behenti n lepak2 kt situ !!~ skali chullie duduk !!~ bapak ah !!~ melompat bukan men dyedee !!~ dye tue mmg mengalahkan pompuan !!~ lawaaaaa gileeee !!~ dyedee suke every inches of him !!~ even his fingers look beautiful !!~ dyedee yg wanita sejati pom rase serba salah nk mengaku pompuan !!~

* its great having chullie in front of me for a quite long time *

time chullie lepas2 kt dyedee, hae ader lalu dpn dyedee tp dye lalu jee ah so dyedee kn tgah merajuk dgn dye so dyedee buat2 x nampak jee dgn dye !!~ tgok kt chullie jee !!~ pdhal hae pom x pandang kt dyedee !!~ mmg makan atie gileeeeeeeee dgn hae !!~ hahahaha...tp trpakse lah pujuk hati sendiri !!~ bukannye hae nk tlg pujuk pom !!~ hahahaha


tgah2 syok tatap muke chullie ttbe sungmin dtg !!~ sempat plak chullie peck on minnie's cheek !!~ kiteorg yg duk tgok dyeorg tue menjerit sakan !!~ pastue due ketul manusia tue gelak jee tgok kiteorg jerit !!!~ pastue dyeorg buat muke kiut dkat camera !!~ so skunkz korunk taw kn knpe chullie n minnie lepak kat tmpat dyedee..sbb ader camera !!~ hahahahahahaaha...tp serious comei ah kaple nie !!~

* we scream just like minnie !!~ *

pastue lepas chullie pegi kt len dtg lg satu member lepak kt dyedee jugak n guess who ??!!~ jeng jeng jeng ZHOUMI !!~ mule2 dye lalu jee !!~ pastue kiteorg jerit kuat2 kat dye, dye pom pandang kiteorg n senyum !!~ pastue dye pom duduk lepak tepi stage !!~ gileeeeee ah !!~ n time tue dye nk hndshake tp x smpai sbb gap fans dgn stge sgt jauh !!~ mmg x smpai !!~ pastue dye pom senyum jee bileee nmpak fans x smpai nk hndshake dgn dye !!~ comeiiiii gileeeeeeeeee !!~ pastue dye mintak camera sbb nk selca !!~ n ader sorang elf nie nk pg polaroid dye tp x smpai !!~ kalo dyedee baling jee camera tue !!~~ hahahaa..pastue pak cik RELA yg ader kt situ tlg pas kt zhoumi !!~ pastue dye selca !!!~ arhhhhhhhh comei !!~  pastue dye nie x puas atie lg buat kiteorg jerit dye pom buat peace sign smbil kiut face dkat camera  !!~ kiteorg nie x abis2 jerit dpn dye n dye gelak jee !!~ bley plak dye gelak ??!!!~ saket tekak dyedee jerit !!~ sabor jee ah mamat sorang nie !!~ hahaha

* this what im talking about *

best part yg time 'never leave u' project !!~ sweet gileeeeeeee !!~ satu stdium angkat banner tue !!~ lawaaa gileeeee !!~ dyedee yg tgok dari bawah nie pom rse touching gileeeeeee !!~elf angkat banner sambil lambai2 n oppa nynyi !!~ mmg sweet jee !!!~ mcm love story pom ader !!~ pastue nmpak ah hyuk mcm touching jee time tue sbb mte dye mcm teary !!~ mane x touching tgok project tue !!~ lawaaaaaaaaaaaa !!~ project success !!~

warne biru tue ' never leave u ' banner n warne pink tue kiteorg buat heart !!~ comei gileeeeeeee

* nie lah banner dye !!~ dyedee simpan lg kot !!~ haha *

hae ckp dye x nmpak heart tue sbb time nyanyi lighting kuat ngat so x nmpak ah !!~ 

siwon siap angkat banner tue ats stage !!~ so sweet !!~

* senyum ah sikit oppa !!~ hahahaha *

time tgah2 best enjoy concert nie ttbe plak gelap mcm kononnye concert tue dh abis sbb members ckp this is our last song tp time tue bru pukul 8 mlm !!~ so kiteorg x puas atie ah !!~ dh ah sorry sorry x perform lg !!~  tp cyezly smua org cuak sbb ingt mmg dh abis !!~ pastue kiteorg jerit ah ' ENCORE ' ulang2 kali ah pastue xder pape pom !!~~ mmg nk nanges pom ader !!~ yew ah x kn mcm tue jee abis kn !!~ skali ttbe sj keluar aper lg semangat bukan men ah !!~ hahaahaha...mmg ah oppa nie !!~ kasi lemah semangat jee !!~

* tengok oppa x jd nk nanges !!~ hahahaha *

tp x ley blah ah !!~ mmg oppa rse insecured !!~ kyu ckp ' elf grow older n i cn see some of u come with bf , im so sad !!~ ' mase nie dyedee mmg x puas atie !!~ dyedee x dtg dgn bf pom !!~ sedey gileeee kyu !!~ mmg nmpak ah dye cm nk nanges !!~ pastue dye ckp ' SARANGHAE ' skali dgn love sign !!~ comei tp cyezly sian kt oppa !!~

lepas kyu ckp cmtue chullie pom ckp ' its ok, next time u cn come with ur children n we will dance sorry-sorry for u guys...we always welcome u to come with ur beloved one ' !!~ dyedee x suke ah oppa ckp sal bf !!~ u're my forever bf ah oppa !!~ cn't u see that !!~

* u make me feel bad *

* sedey taw tgok hyuk mcm nie !!~ hyuk nieeeeeeeeeeeee !!~ *

hyuk ckp ' if there's ss6 in malaysia, promise me u guys will come too '  pastue elf smua mcm jerit ' yaksoek !! '

siwon ckp ' i have no idea y malaysia always our last destination n y we always make a day for sushow..i hope next year we will make it two days ' aper lg sakan ah elf jerit !!~ sape x nk sushow 2 days !!~ hahaha

kalo xder due ai taun dpn mmg dyedee gigit siwon idop2 !!~ hahahaha

mmg abis ah duet taun dpn !!~ get ready elf !!~ hahahaha

pastue part oppa nynyi lgu SO I kiteorg pom buat project jgak iaitu funny tears !!~ lawak gileeee sbb mule2 dyedee ingt x jd n time oppa msok korus smua org angkt muke dgn ader fake tears dari kertas and kiteorg angkt banner  ' oppa please dont leave, lets grow old together ' !!~ bley byg x satu stadium buat cmtue !!~ yg x tahan hyuk dye ejek kiteorg !!~ mmg nk kene ah hyuk nie !!~ dye buat bunyi org nanges tp dlm nada mengejek !!~ kiteorg pom gelak jee !!~

* eunsihae moments !!~ hahaha *

mase tue dh nk abis so hyuk ckp ' please don't cry or we will cry together '  pastue hae plak kluar ayt cheesy dye ' please dont cry, if u cry i will cry too '  gedik ah hae nie !!~ hahahaha

tp sweet ah !!~ time2 sedey tue sempat lg oppa troll elf !!~ hahaha

yg penting kiteorg dh SAH suami isteri !!~ so tlg jgn pisahkan kami !!~ ahahahaaha

bile nk abis btoi2 nie donghae mcm biase slalu cheesy wedges kn so dye suruh elf call dye mlm nie !!~ pastue hyuk plak pegi sebut nom randomly !!~ aduuuuuh lah !!~  tp time last2 nie nmpak mcm oppa pom x nk pegi backstage !!~ ader jee dyeorg nk buat lawak !!~ hahahaha..tp nmpak byk ah eunhae moments !!~ so sweet !!~

so the concert officially ended !!~

sedey gileeeeeeeee oppa dh abis concert !!~ x terasa langsung dyeorg dh perform 27 lagu !!~ gileeeeeee !!~ non-stop performance for 3 hours n a half !!~ gileeeeee mmg daebak ah !!~ tp nmpak cool jee !!~ kuang3

* eunhae always make me smile !!~ haahaha *

sbnrnye byk lg dyedee nk citeeee tp kalo citeee btoi2 every single little things happen mmg sah ah byk part plak ah !!~ since korunk pom dh letey bce pnjang2 nie so yg dyedee x citeee tue bia ah dye remain as freaking sweet memories in my heart !!~ hehe

tp mmg daebak ah !!~ i wish i cn attend next year super show !!~ need to save money from now since its for two days so much more money needed !!~ hahahaha

dyedee mmg x nyesal wlaupom spend quite large amount of money on them !!~ oppa nie mkn duet tol ah !!~ oppa taun dpn please make it cheap please !!~ im ur wife so cn't it be free ??!!~ hahahhhaa

* henry !!~ u're so flawless !!~ melting over u , right hyuk ??!!~ hahahaha *

D-DAY !

assalamualaikum !!~

time to story about the D-DAY !!~ at last !!~ the day had come n im seriously turn crazy right after !!~

bg yg x taw D-DAY nie untuk SUPER SHOW 5 IN MALAYSIA !!~

x sia2 kn countdown hari sbb yg pasti hari nie akn dtg !! ~ same goes with waiting sj complete again !!~ the day will come just we need to do is waiting patiently coz we have no idea when it will be !!~ hehe


stop blabering chek dyedee !!~ so today i would story everything what happen when i get up from bed until the concert is over !!~ so take note that its gonna have a very long story so just bear it if u wanna know how am i there when meeting sj !!~ * scream *

let me start with the time i came out from our hotel to take our breakfast !!~~

so bile chek dyedee keluar dari pintu bilik hotel then i cn see a guy wearing ryeowook t-shirt n i was like ' it is true or i just imagine ?? ' since it's kinda hard to find fanboy but when i approached him n yes it is !!~ im right !!~ the guy wearing wookie t-shirt while holding paper bag with sj goodies while around him a few of luggage !!~ so i cnt take my eyes over the goodies like seriously !!~

* dis kind oh shirt *

even when im eating my meal i have no idea where i spoon my food !!~ hahahaha  * how crazy i am in that day *

when we finished our meal, i mean me and my sis but actually i cnt finish the food since i just thinking about oppa all the time !!~ dis situation always be dis way when i will meet oppa !!~ but my tummy cried so crazy wanting food but my mouth say vice verse..si just let it cry..hahaha




so dyedee n akk pegi stdium that just a few kilometre from our hotel but still we drive there..cn u see how lazy we're !!~ hahaha


since dyedee pegi sne dlm pukul 8.30 pg so x jammed lg...yew ah cncert start pkul 5 ptg ok !!~ nmpak x smngt kt situ !!~ n one more thing camner nak jammed sbb kebykkn elf dtg nek public trnsport sbb stesen lrt mmg ader kt situ !!~


mase tue kiteorg smpai xder ah rmai sgt org but still rmai jgak ah !!~ dlm 100++ mcm tue ah !!~ n dh rmai kot yg tdoe kt sane..kbykkn yg tdoe sane yg dduk rockzone !!~ same zone with me !!~ hahahaa

* mse dyedee dtg tue dh penoh dh  !!~ xder mknenye mcm nie *

tp untung taw dtg awal sbb bley kumpul byk gileeeee photocard !!~ dye bg percume jee !!~ sape x suke brg percume !!~ dh ah pretty , kiut , sexy, awesome !!~ #eh     * mcm kenal jee ayt tue *

* nie some of my photocards i collect !~ x muat dlm pic kalo nk letak smua *

mse duk kumpul brg2 free nie mmg dyedee gileeeee ah !!~ yew ah kn rmai org so mmg kene struggle ah nk dpt bende alah nie but still xder ah smpai thap bergaduh !!~

pg2 pom dh gune tenaga !!~ nnti petang abis ah tenaga cmnie !!~

so mse tgah dduk2 kat sane ader sorang elf nie dtg approach kiteorg since dye dtg sorang jee !!~ name dye kak ina !!~ tp dye dtg sbb mcm nk tgok suasana super show jee since dye x beli pom tix tue !!~ pastue kiteorg sembang2 n jd kawan !!~ dye tue minat hyuk !!~ bile dpt photocard hyuk mmg menjerit sakan ah !!~

* baby !!!~ i love u !!~ cn't u hear me ?? *

pastue dtg lg 2 elf kt kiteorg sembang2 n jd kawan jgak !!~ due org nie pom ader cerita d sbalik kdtgn dyeorg tue !!~ due org nie dtg sbb menang contest !!~ best kn ??!!~ dh ah menang contest n dpt due tix plak tue !!~ cat 4 !!~ ok ah !!~ at least dpt free kot !!~  sorang nie nme dye SYAQI !!~ dye mnat hae !!~ menjerit dyedee bile taw !!~ n lg sorang nme AIN !!~ tp dye vip !!~ dye dtg teman jee !!~ huhu

* yg pegang banner hijau SYAQI & pegang banner pink AIN *

kiteorg 5 org pegi jejalan sesama ah nk tggu jam 5 ptg tue kn !!~ kiteorg pergi kumpul goodies mcm org gileeee !!~ tp dyedee dgn SYAQI nie mmg frust ah sbb setebal photocard tue xder pom pic hae !!~ FRUST !!~ skali bile dpt hae mmg menjerit sakan ah !!~ x abis2 puji hae !!~ tp cyez hae cpt abis sbb tue kiteorg x smpat nk ambek !!~


yew ah dyedee nk beli headband yg ader name donghae kat ats tue pom dh abis !!~ tension kejap !!~ hahaha


dlm pkul 10 pg dyedee n akk pegi tebus tix ss5 since kiteorg beli on9 !!~ mujur ah x rmai yg beli on9 so xder ah crowded sgt nk beratur !!~ n now i have the tix !!~ yeay !!~

* excited gileeeee bile dpt pegang tix !!~ *

lepas dpt tix kiteorg 5 org join tgkap pic dpn stadium !!~ best gileeeeee !!~ project nie untuk yesung, teukie, kangin, chullie yg berkait dgn army ah !!~

time elf sibuk2 tgkap pic dpn stadium !!~ taw x sape dtg ??!!~

* universe big star !!~ chullie oppa project *

* special 1004 !~ teukie oppa project !!~ miss u baby *

* handsome racoon !!~ kangin oppa project !!~ welcome back baby!!~ *

oppa !!~ super junior oppa dh smpai stadium !!~ msalahnye time tue kiteorg duk excited bergambar so mne ader yg prasan dye dtg !!~ taw2 jee bergegar bunyi sound dlm stadium !!~ mane acie !!~ pandai oppa cari mase ek ??!!~ hahaha


tp cyez !!~ dgar bunyi pom dh menjerit sakan elf kt luar !!~ sabor jee ah !!~ lg lh rse excited time tue !!~ mmg x terkate ah !!~


pastue dyedee sempat ambek banner untuk kyumin pnye project tp x join pom tgkap pic !!~ sedey !!~

* banner yg bwh tue kiut kan !!~ *

project yongwoon yg elf antar dekat yeye x smpat nk join sbb dyeorg buat dlm tgah hari sikit so sgt letey time tue !!~ yew ah dyedee kene kawal tenaga nnti x psal2 collapse mse cncert kn ssah !!~

so dyedee start beratur dlm pukul 1 ptg cmtue !!~ n kiteorg sembang2 n ader akk dua org yg beratur jgak join kiteorg org sembang !!~ yg sorang tue minat siwon n lg sorang minat yeye !!~


tgah2 beratur nie ttbe plak dyeorg buat project untuk eunhae !!~ dyedee n SYAQI yg minat hae mcm serba salah nk join k x sbb mmg letey gileeee !!~ dh ah tgah beratur time tue tp sbb hae kiteorg join jgak !!~


bukan men lg pergi kt tmpat dyeorg filming n the most important part kiteorg duk dpn kot !!~ tp kiteorg xder banner !!~ so tumpang jerit jee ah !!~ best gileeeeeeeeee !!~ tp lawa lah banner eunhae !!~ rugi gileeeee x dpt !!~

lepas tu kiteorg mkn !!~ yew ah nk kumpul tenaga yg dh thap zero dh tue !!~ tp cyez takder tenaga pom !!~ msalahnye xder rasa pom nk mkn !!~ tue yg susah tue !!!~ makin dkat nk jmpe oppa lg lh rse x nk mkn !!~ tp sbb nk brdiri lame dyedee mkn ah jgak !!~ mmg nmpak ah terpakse jee dyedee mkn tue !!~ nasik ayam yg best nie pom mcm dh xder rse dh !!~  * excited  *


so dyedee start berdiri dalam pukul 2.30 ptg !!~ bley imagine x ?? dh ah mase beratur tue kene tolak-tolak !!~ sabor jee ah !!~ dh ah beratur tengah panas !!~ berpeluh x yah cakap ah !!~ mcm duk dalam sauna dh gayenye !!~


yang x ley blah !!~ dh ah panas dah tue pulak security yg jage pintu masuk tue men acah2 pulak !!~ lagi lah mental breakdown !!~ mmg nk kene bakar idop2 betoi ah dye nie !!~ dh ah tgah panas nk men pulak dh !!~


kejap2 dye bukak pastue elf pom jerit ah excited pastue dye ttup balek pintu tue !!~ kuangjar tol ah !!~ hahahaa

pastue elf tension sgt elf buat rusuhan kecil-kecilan !!~ kiteorg jerit ramai2 OPEN !!~


pastue pak cik security marah !!~ dh tue dye men2 sgt sape suruh !!~ ish


pastue dlm pukul 4 ptg dye baru bukak !!~ n thank to ALLAH sbb dyedee beratur mcm dkat jugak ah dgn pintu masok !!~ so bile dye bg msok tue dyedee terus berlari pegi masok dekat tempat dyedee !!~ yew ah dyedee kn standing so kene ah cari port cepat2 !!~  mmg dh x taw malu lh !!~ berlari mcm aper jee !!~


bile smpai kt dlm ' kandang ' i mean petak yg dyedee berdiri tue dyedee boley ah tempat dkat stage !!~ yeay !!~ mmg puas atie gileeeeeeeee !!~ dyedee duk petak belakang belah kiri !!~ mase tue dh mcm exhausted gileeeeeee !!~ x mampu nk berdiri dh !!~ cyezly tp kalo x diri mmg kene duk belakang ah sbb dyeorg nie men tolak jee !!~ hahaha..kerana hae dyedee kuatkn jugak !!~ hehe

*tue stage !!~ mmg dekat msalahnye stage dye tue dari tggi kot dari dyedee *

nk tggu ss5 start pom satu !!~ stiap lima minit dyedee tgok jam !!~ pastue dyedee x abis2 ckp ' bile nk mule nie ?? '  ' x bley k oppa mule awak sikit ?? '   best2 ckp sgsorang rmai elf yg dkat dgn dyedee tgok smcm jee dgn dyedee !!!~ yew ah byk sgt komen mak cik sorang nie !!~ hahahaha


tp cyez mse first2 tgok stage dyedee terkejut + happy + excited + speechless !!~ happy kot !!~ tp msalahnye stage dye tggi dari dyedee kot !!~ gileeeee x ?? smpai skunkz dyedee x paham knpe star planet ckp stage tue merupakan surprise untuk elf !!~ dyedee xder ah rse mcm teruja sgt dgn stage dye !!~ biase jee !!~ hahaha * yew2 jee dyedee *

first time tgok skrin yg ader tulis SUPER SHOW 5 tue rse mcm ' wow my dream come true !! '   * nynyi dream come true *


yewla first time kot dyedee dtg super show !!~ kompem ah smngt !!~ hehe...tp yg part berdiri tue yg x tahan !!~ hahahaha


so moments while ss5 malaysia will be reveal soon !!~ ^^