love letter !!

assalamualaikum !!! * ketuk pntu *


dyedee ai nie sjee jee nk menggedik tulis love letter !!! kuang3

ai nie dyedee x taw yg knpe dyedee jd menggedik sgt dgn abg LEE DONG HAE tue !! sape suruh selca cute sgt !! x pasal2 dyedee yg meroyan !!~~ dh lah pic tue file dye besar x pasal2 x bley nk save pic tue !!~


so sape2 yg terase nk tgok pic yg dyedee mksud kn tue tekan lah kat SINI !!! * sgt2 brbaloi kalau tekan *


dyedee ttbe jee rase cm byk bnde dyedee nk citee kt abg aiden nie !!! dyedee rase kalau nk tweet kt mmat nie mmg 7 keturunan lah x abis...so to make it simple and sweet dyedee pom buat lah love letter nie !!!

msti korunk nk kate dyedee gilee sbb bkn abg donghae tue bley bce pom tpi bia lah dyedee nk buat jgak !! x kesah lah korunk nk kate dyedee gilee pom sbb abg hae pom ckp dyedee gilee !! yee lah gilee kt abg aiden jgak kn !!! so who cares !!~~ hahaha

ok !! skunkz dh2 lah blebering sgale bgai tue chek dyedee !!! dyedee nk fokus nie so pegi men jauh2 !! x yah bce lah entry nie !! dyedee nk suruh abg donghae jee bce !! so sape2 yg bkn bername LEE DONG HAE a.k.a AIDEN LEE sile angkat kaki anda dari sini !!~~ * bkn mnghalau tpi dyedee MALU *


to :
my precious baby nemo

i know u will never be able to read this love letter but as i say to u just now i just love to write for u !! i don't care whether u read it or not !! at least i put my effort in loving u !! u don't have to mention it , i know how sweet i am but who cn resist someone special like u ??~~ only someone that have no brain cn do that like seriously ^^


first i wanna thank u for existing in my life !! mybe u have no idea how much u change my life but only GOD know how much u mean to me !! u taught me a lot of things that so useful in my life like :


respect others althought the other party is vice verse

i think u know who is i'm talking about right..?? yup that man called LEE SOO MAN !!~~ it's not that i hate him but i just disagree with any single thing he did to u !!~~ mybe i really should thank him but only for once...for create SUPER JUNIOR and that how i know u but it's doesn't mean that he cn do anything to all of u !! but i know how much teukie oppa love him so i'm still on my way tring to love him too mybe not as i love u mybe i don't make myself hate him...so i'm trying to bury all the the moments he did to all of u ~~

* soo man u just should read n understnd this *

how to be loyal

this reason make me love u more and more !! by loving u i'm now get a new big and nice family !!! yup ELF !! we always communicate with each others by using all social network...although we have no idea who they are but we always tweet each other around the world like we are friends...the only reason why we cn get going in short time bcoz of u !! we share a lot similarities so we have no reason why we need to avoid or hate each other...they will keep me update about u !! we help each other too...we always fight together to make u be number 1 in all chart !! this just a small thing that show our hardwork to make sure u deserve a better place...our relationship is as strong as ur brotherhood among the members !!~~ u should remember that !!~~

work hard until u get it

this time i really want to thank u personally becoz u really motivate me to work harder to get something !! mybe u don't know when did u cheer me up to work so hard but by watching u from u being a beginner until now i realise how important work hard is...u really open my eyes n now after my hardworking and my pray at last i got what i want...ALHAMDULILLAH !! creadit to super junior..sometimes when i see ur hardwork i'm kinda sad coz u deserve more than this but i know u will always be strong as long ELF always by ur side...so that's y i'm still an ELF and i'm gonna be ur ELF just forever !!~~

i'm not alone

actually all muslim not alone same goes with me...we have ALLAH all time whether when we happy or sad...but u also there for me...technically no but u know what i mean right..??hahaha * what i'm talking bout * since i'm the youngest in family so now i'm the only child that left at home since my other siblings live far away from home...so whenever i have problem i always have no one for me to hear except my parents...but not all the time i can share prob with them...they have their own prob...and i don't want my parents to be sad whenever i disagree with their decision...although i disagree with them but still i do what they want but i just doing it without putting myself in it...for ur information i have lots of pic of u and sj in my lappy so everytime i have prob i will open ur smiling pic and crying along with ur song as music background...u laughing !!?? i'm emo-ing right now !!~~ hahaha...but seriously...when i feel stress over something i will just listen to ur voice and stare at ur pic..and sometimes if i cn't bear the pain i will talk to u and i know u cn't hear it or even understnd it but i need someone to share that pain and i choose u and sj...now u know how import u are in my life !!!??~~ ^^

and u really helpful especially last year...last year was my very tension and stress year...coz i have a very triple etra super duper big exam that will change my life after this...u should now how hard the exam is...i have lots of tears at that time...i have no one to express my feeling coz everytime i'm sharing my prob with umie i'm gonna cry...crying is the last thing i want to show to my umie...i don't want to look weak in front of umie so i have no one that's y u always be my shoulder when i shed my tears...u give me strength to continue my hardwork although i kept failing and don't get what i really looking for...but at last i did it !! i don't know how to thank u !!~~ u kept me doing the things althougth i keep failing all the time !!~~ u give me support from afar !!~~ really tenkyu oppa !! not just for u but to all of u !!~~i just wanna say ' oppa !! i did it !! ' * if only u cn hear it *

befriend with all

now i have lots of friends around the world...u just open my eyes to see how many people that i cn befriend with...and now i happy to have this extravaganza family...i just don't know how i cn express my feeling about all of this by words coz it's indescribable...only ELF cn understand it..without we realise we need each other to colour the world with sapphire blue sea...* wth i'm talking * hahaha...now i know how to approach others...it's not so hard...bfore this i always wait for others to start the conversation but now i cn stand by myself talking with them...we keep talking about u !! u should know that ~~ even i just know them in twitter but i feel like we are pal for along time already !! so tenkyu oppa giving me this friendly family...we not tired to approach each other bcoz we need to be in contact to protect u if there's fanwar...u know ELF always stay back when we involve in fanwar but sometimes we cn't just keep quite coz we need to show them how fierce ELF cn be once they involve sj in any fanwar...we always keep grenade at home to protect u !!~~ hahaha

i don't need BF but i just need husband

this reason is kinda weird but the idea just pop up in my mind so why not i just writing bout this coz it's kinda interesting...kuang3...i don't have any idea what the function to have bf for real.?? for what.??to hang around when we have free time..that's it..??hahaha...ok different people have different opinion u know so for me i don't need bf coz i already have u...u are just my everything for me..

i know u and i never get together but i always pray that one day i will meet my future husband who is just like u..sweet talker like u , sweet like u , romantic like u , kind like u , generous like u , cute like u , wise like u , handsome like u , childish like u , fishy like u ..to make it simple i just want someone like u..!!! everything like u !!! but the different is he is muslim...i'm not talking u down but in my religious we cn't get married if u and me have different religious...but i always pray that one day u will find the right path so if we cn't meet in this fake world at least we still cn meet up in after world..but i already have this in my mind...i wanna get married once u get married...its mean that i will wait for u until u get someone be beside u forever...it just in case if u and i are really meant to be together so i'm still single at that time...and i really hope so actually...it's normal ok !!~~ to be together with our bias is the biggest hope for each fans so it's not a big deal if i have that kinda of wish too...hehehe...but take note ' i'm gonna wait for u until u be other's '...promise me u would find someone that kind enough for u and deserve someone perfect like u !!~~ mybe i will cry a han river but as long as u happy then i will happy too but it really take time for me to accept the fact that u're somebody's husband...* shy *

make me in love with pyjama

seriously this reason so ridiculous but it's really mean to me...actually before i know u i have no idea y people should wear a special 'shirt' for night...for me night or day we wear the same kinda of shirt...but now i know y it happen...bcoz at night our body in the stage for growth especially kids so we need shirt that so comfortable for our body to get bigger...if we wear a tight one than it will affect our growth rate and will cause other prob...differ if we wear pyjama...pyjama has it's own size...to make it easy to understnd pyjama is just so comfortable to sleep with compare to jeans and skirts and so on...an everytime someone ask me what kinda present i want and the answer is pyjama...i just love to wear it coz it's extra in size and comfortable...now i know y u so love to wear pyjama compare to ur weird shirt at day...kuang3..this is one way to keep u health...i'm telling u...hahaha

how to be a good friend

watching u with hyukkie always make me envy with u guys...not only when u with hyukkie also u with members...we cn see ur brotherhood is just so strong to break...ur friendship among mmbers that i think no one have that kind of pure and noble friendship...everytime u fight with each other it will bring u more closer...that what i get from u...u always mocking around with others not becoz u hate them but bcoz u love them...mybe for ordinary people mocking is the way to show we hate them but actually mocking is a different way to show our love..i really want to be a good friend for all my friends but i don't know whether i good enough for them or not but i willing to give a try...and it so funny to hear that when u ask hyukkie to share his prob with u coz u alwys share yours...it's really look likes u're such 5 yo kid like seriously...u just so pure and kinda childish...that's the reason why i cn't resist u...

u'r too cute to be ignore...hahaha...and i really want to be a shoulder for all my friends when they need someone to share their pain..they cn depend on me if they want to shed tears...i just like u hae !!~~ no one wanna share their prob with me coz they don't have prob...so there's no prob then...but i want to let my BFF know that no matter how far we are separated i want u all to know that i'm ready anytime for u just in case...mybe i cn't solve the prob but at least i cn hear the prob...i just wanna be someone that precious for u guys * sob *

love our ' bahasa ibunda '

as i cn see...in my country we always use eng in our daily conversation...yes it's good to improve our knowledge bout the language but bahasa melayu is our first language if u forget bout that...so y don't we use bm in our cnversation...n now why i'm using eng..??bcoz now i'm talking to korean so of course i'm using english coz i just know a few words in korean so how i cn communicate in that language...oppa !! u always use ur language although u're in malaysia , thailand and so on...u proud to talk in korean...u proud with ur language...so i think why i cn't be just like u...i just sick watching malaysian talking english with other malaysian...cn't we just use our own language...if u keep it like this i think one day malaysia will announce that first language in malaysia will be eng and i don't want that to happen...we still cn use eng but just don't forget bm too...get urself balance , that's it and u gonna be fine...hehehe



i think i need to stop it now...i just into this writing so much...i feel like i'm talking to u by person..that's y i told u that i just don't know how to stop when i get start 'talking' to u...^^

i know u will never find this letter...i know u will never understand this letter but who knows one day when i'm gone and there's someone find this love letter and translate this into hangul and give it to u...who knows the future except GOD and i'm so looking forward if it really will happen...


i know i already keep repeating the same world billion time already coz i don't know how to express my thank to u !! too many things that i learn from u by loving u all this while !!!~ i'm gonna love u until forever...mybe i'm not loving u from the beginning but i'm gonna make sure i'm loving u until i'm gone...

a billion tenkyu just for u and sj !!! i really cn't pay ur deed...^^

from :

someone that secretly love u  ^^