form 5 student

assalamualaikum....
dyedee dh x skola dh skunk...so dyedee nk cite mse dyedee form 5 dulu...umie org yg paling mmbntu bg support kt dyedee...sbb dyedee nie jenis yg cpt putus ase tapi cpt smngt balek...pham x..??*kalau x pham bkn pnting sgt pom...skip jew part nie*
mase dyedee form 5 the only thing that i do in my life is STUDY...ok mmg tipu pom...mne ad org study 24 hours a day right..?best student pom x buat cmtue...kekeke...lpas duk study2 jew n mse exam my result is not like what i want so i really felt like i should stop study...sbb exam sblom2 tue pom result dyedee bkn yg mcm dyedee nk n jauh sgt dgn aper yg dyedee expect...so one day after a lot of failure dyedee tnye umie 'kalau umie asyik study jee then result umie dpt bkn mcm yg umie nak...umie rase cmner.?' dyedee siap nanges kot dpn umie mase tue sbb dyedee x tahan...dyedee rase tertekan sgt...cn u guys imagine my feeling at that time..??
tapi umie ckp 'knpe adek cpt sgt putus ase..??kalau x bley berusaha lh lg kalau mmg rezeki insyaALLAH akn dpt bnde tue' mule2 dyedee ssah jgak lh nk digest sume ayt tue...dh lh mase tue exam trial SPM kot n dyedee slalu tnye diri sndiri 'dyedee patot stop study k patot teruskn jee wloupom dpt result mcm nie.?' 
lpas dyedee dh bley agk menenangkn diri sndiri...bile pikir2 balek sia2 jee lh kalau nk beti study since mmg dh dekat gilee dgn SPM...so alang2 nk study study jee lh x kire lh aper yg dyedee dpt nnti...
n now dyedee berserah sume kpd ALLAH...bia ALLAH yg tentukn...mybe bkn rezeki dyedee lg...
but i still hope for a flying colour result...hope is the first step to success...right..?
pesanan : kalau korunk rase stress dgn study just take a break...and share ur stress with ur friends or family...becoz its really help u in the end...and please don't push urself.!!^^