hard times

assalamualaikum...
dari petang tadi dyedee nk tulis entry nie tapi xder line plak...so dh mlm nie ad kire qada' balek lh niat tadi tue...
bile dyedee duk termenung ingt balek my hard time spnjang 18 taun dyedee idop...dyedee rase bile dyedee nk something i really need a lot of sacrifices and hard works...tapi org len x mcm dyedee pom...dyeorg sempoi jew tapi dpt jgak bnde tue...
for instant dyedee nk sgt dpt straight A's in PMR n dyedee dh buat yg terbaik untk dpt bnde tue n endingnye dyedee dpt 1B...its not like i didn't thank to ALLAH for giving me the result but still dyedee nk ckp kt cinie dyedee kene berusaha dgn betoi2 baru bley dpt...tue pom ad 1B...but still ALHAMDULILLAH sbb result dyedee xder lh teruk sgt kn...tapi ad kwn dyedee n kbykkn drpd dyeorg xder pom study hard nie still cn get 9A in PMR...dyedee sgt dengki dgn org mcm nie...hihihi *dengki dyedee pom xder mkne nk bomoh org tue*
nie lh org pggil rezeki...but i'm sure ALLAH always being fair to all of us but we just blind becoz could not see it...^^